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exams are over! like real. i still have math stats paper and physics mcq on tues and wed. how torturous. it's like while seeing others enjoy their marvelous post exam activities, we've to be drilled on homeground to study and do lots of math (forget about physics) and turn into balding nutcase cos stats is just too tough! forget it, just gonna fail block test two anyway. after all, my aim is prelims, not stupid block test two. besides, i'm already in post exam mood! went shopping yesterday and to the extent that even though i was the one who wanted shopping, i didn't get anything in the end, how fruitful :( second thing. maybe i need a space to rant things out. i feel so cheated, really cheated, even you told me that you felt the same way too the other day. now i fully understand what you meant even though i had like two of that already. how horrible. i couldn't exactly sleep without being deep in thoughts about it, and it was like late, dark and lonely, cos every other being in the house was asleep, just no one else to rant too :( horrible night. fortunately no nightmare and i just didnt want to wake up, if it wasn't the calling kettle. i have my own self to blame, i supposed. probably that was the result for treating people so badly. good, let's move on with life man. scband concert 2007! viva la band on 28th august 2007! my lovely band is having their concert then and this concert is planned by my beloved o-five babies! :D even without going for it first to experience how the concert will be, i'm already very proud of my little babies! i'm sure they'll do a really good job, press on big babies! :D totally in no mood for math, i'll just make my way out to do some handphone, player and clothes shopping now! :D rest in peace, math and physics! :D let's go beat the gst hike in the very last day! Signed, 11:42 a.m.
no wonder people say you'll only treasure it when you lose it. now i see the difference. i lost my pretty purple purse that holds my nano and my keys! :( :( :(! to make things worse, i just changed my house lock and there will be no one to open the door for me if i were to be home alone :( what a fatal day. it marks the end of entertainment to keep me alive during bus rides and long waiting hours :( and even the zen player is not working. can't find the charger, it gets cranky here and then! :( x10000000000 but of course, having so many spare players doesn't mean i'm rich or i'm spoilt. i refused to use the sparest among the spare nano cos i'm planning to sell it away since there's quite a few players laying stagnant in my house (but now left one stagnant zen player! :() life continues to be fatalistic if strong intensive mugging don't start later.. Signed, 10:44 p.m.
studying, once again, is like having a battle against time and concentration. studying for block test two is even worse. that day i was reminded of my pact that i made after block test one was over, and yet i haven't done it. and i just experienced noise explosion from above! construction works!!!! under conditions like this, there is an immediate need to inform my mom of my absence in the house and therefore the lump of unfolded clothes on the sofa. revision for block test. supposed to start right after block test one, since i did so badly and it was a pact made. but i never started my revision, carried on having fun like uncontrollably, and aha! now it's retribution. not to talk about finishing revision, i have not even finished a subject thoroughly! i think i'm putting my aces and As to risk and extinction. adding in all the "complacency" and "lack of concentration" factors, i can forsee more Us in this block test actually. but no! i promised peace fifty points (is it?) and can't possibly screw up this important block test, can i? after all that advice and pointers from shaun, and my mom's everyday nagging about "no more time!!!!". time to continue the battle! Signed, 6:58 p.m.
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