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i didn't go to school today. *tummy upset. trust me. but well, i studied about gases and writing ionic equations! ooh yay! i am satisfied and contented cos i learn revised quite alot. hahahahahaha. laugh out loud. Signed, 8:31 p.m.
i shouldn't be around, i know. bleah. i've gotta finish up one gp application question and one econs essay. all due during the hols. lalala. shall go look for food and carry on the battle. Signed, 3:24 p.m.
i'm going to start studying, finally. plans for studying will be carried out today onwards. like, hooray! jasmine's gonna start touching her notes and whatever that's gonna help her to score! yipee! but i realisd, i actually started already. okay, i shall use the word continue instead. yesterday's meeting turned out quite well. no trashing outs, no problems, everything just went smoothly, thank god. and aiya, there's still project work surveys to work on. okay, i'm very lazy. people, this is a request from me. please help me do my survey, yes? thank you! oh gosh, hungry again. Signed, 1:56 p.m.
horoscope check: VIRGO The promise of something better in the future is likely to see you through in a difficult time. Keep your eyes open, looking forward. There is a lot of humor and laughter entering your life right now, and it will keep you feeling mellow, content and laid-back. This is a very good thing, since a lot of facts about your future are in a fog right now. The inability to see what's next should be looked at as a good thing, not a bad thing -- think of your upcoming days as series of surprises. There's no doubt that you will have the right attitude about the uncertainties you need to deal with now. i think i'm getting too bored, that's all. just checking horoscopes from all sources. supposed to go out studying, and should be studying by now. but then,. but then. yeah, so yes i'm still slacking at home. and tell me why do i have a mugger/hardworking look? and no, i don't have a mugger look and i'm so not hardworking and i just pray i can pass my commontests without lifting a finger. haha. i wish. i must be dreaming really badly. now i'm in a more foodfest mood. like, i need to eat and have to eat and once start, cannot stop kind. i think a buffet will satisfy my greed and yay, now that diana's back and gone and will be back again, we can go to some nice cheap place for buffet and eat nonstop!! but till then, gotta wait for acband to come back from sydney before we can proceed with our discussion! oh yipee! i cannot wait till we next meet, have fun and havoc and take lots of photos again! now now, it's time for neoprints too! <3! oh yes, just had like prata. how fat. it's filled with oil and oil and MORE OIL. now i really feel full, for a moment. but maybe after dinner, i'll be craving more icecream or desserts and get my mom to make me almond jelly with longan! oh yay! and yes, i weighed myself yesterday night or the night before when i was talking to corn on the phone. and she just went "you're fat now" or something like that. so yes, i'm fat now and don't argue with me on that! :D Signed, 6:35 p.m.
it's finally the last week of hols. or should i even speak of finally? studying; this big word have been screening by, and everyone has already started! i'm a big slacker, a very big one and i cannot seem to stop being one. maybe it's because of the memories that are holding me back. i know it's time to move on. i really do know. but it's tough to let go off those beautiful memories that brought me much happiness and laughter. staying at home, is boring. someone, help. and oh, anyone wants to mug together? :D Signed, 6:20 p.m.
kailing wants me to do this, and i just can't copy the words from hers to mine! darnn. five things that you were doing in secondary school #01 fooling around #02 spending everyday in band room #03 crazy-ing around #04 being a good and responsible classrep in my last year #05 being a nerd five favourite bands/singers #01 scgs concert band! (love!) #02 sajc concert band! (love!) #03 westlife #04 kelly clarkson #05 wayne lin five things you would do if you were a millionaire #01 tour the world #02 go on shopping spree! #03 buy a place to build my dream home #04 donate min $5000 to scgs fund! #05 adopt a child five bad habits #01 keeping long nails (cos i always forget to cut :P) #02 lazy #03 messy #04 everchanging handwriting #05 always forget to write mhy diary five things you like doing #01 making music #02 reminiscing #03 being crazy like go drinking! #04 having fun #05 live with fun, laughter, happiness and love! five things you would never buy, wear or do #01 buy harmful drugs #02 buy cigars #03 wear skimpy-lish #04 kill myself #05 go swimming in the deep sea (which equivalents to killing myself!) five favourite things! #01 food #02 percussion! #03 scgs #04 people #05 laughter! five people #01 ms peace chiu #02 ms zhiqi yeo #03 ms jiajuan #04 ms shioks #05 AND YOU! well, basically i think it's more enjoyable to read a girl's diary than to read a guy's cos sometimes their maturity is really horrendous and sometimes you can never get what they're typing or speaking of. blablah. well. but then, i came across this guy's blog earlier and the way he typed, was totally nice and understandable! i like that blog and i can sense that he's a really nice guy! haha. all the best! :) Signed, 12:50 a.m.
i realised my neurotic-ness is getting absurd and out of hand. but well, it is a sign. perth days are slowly fading as reality is approaching strongly. haven't really been studying a lot and much help is really, greatly needed. i haven't been this slack for a long time and really, i wonder how commontests will be like. perhaps on the day itself, i'll still be clueless and not know how to answer those questions at all. much thinking was done over the past few days. i've decided to, like what wanling said, open our hearts and accept people. it doesn't pay to be mean, but it pays to be kind and understanding. i was traumatised and i've learnt from it. so it's time. schedule for band practices is out, finally. it is very confusing and hectic but it's all for the esplanade concert! The Bands Of St. Andrew’s Schools Presents: “One Family, One Flag” Date: 6th August 2006 Venue: Esplanade Concert Hall Price: $12 and $20 i'm pretty excited for this esplanade concert though i know i won't be playing many pieces, but i'm sure the experience will be damn good! i'm really looking forward to this concert a lot :) and it's my first esplanade concert! ahhh! and furthermore, i'm sure with the whole new band, the sound will be completely different and the music we're going to make, is gonna be awesome. and i'm looking forward to whatever outings that we might be having! it's just gonna be more bonding, more fun! :) after commontests, i'm sure! :D i realised i'm beginning to understand lesser and lesser of you. perhaps it's the difference in where we belong that's creating this whole image that i've got. but, really. i don't understand whatever that you've been thinking anymore. perhaps, the one who is more important now, is no longer me. i do not understand the whole excitement that you've got in you about certain matters and the rage that you had over certain things. i no longer understand. i haven't changed, have you? lalala. i'm getting fat and don't ever doubt my words! :p Signed, 5:21 p.m.
Your mind is taking on some psychic powers! The person you've been so often (and so ardently) thinking about has been picking up on your vibes -- and is thinking about you too. Now isn't the right time to move forward with this relationship, but take note of their change in attitude toward you. There may be some conspicuous avoidance on their part -- could they be shy? Go slowly with this, and make it clear that you just want to get to know them a little better -- for now. if only these words are true. this is the horoscope for virgo and it's from friendster. but how ironic cos how can perth actually call? hahahaha. it's been days since we all came back from perth. it's really this sense of loss that is clinging onto everyone, and for me, i just cannot move on. nevertheless, it's a fact that common tests are coming up and MOVE ON, JASMINE. if only i've got psychic powers, then it will completely complete my wish to be a psychologist. to learn how the human mind think and to learn what people think and understand people more. but i guess that chance will never come, for my mom thinks i'll get attacked by some mad person one day while consultation, or go mad myself. helping people will be the general term for psychology, to me. it's like giving someone a helping hand, and listening to the person talk. and many times, someone just have to keep talking and talking, and allow me to listen to whatever that was being said. i love that kind of time. perth is a really beautiful place. it's no wonder that so many retirees choose to go to perth to stay, to spend rest of their lives in. they say, perth is a slow country. but why then, time in perth past so quickly? i really miss those times in perth, when all we do is just one thing each day and leaving the rest of the day free to use. the trip was remarkably enjoyable. there was so many new things to learn about of each other and there are many different sides yet to be discovered. i really miss the times in perth. just let us all indulge in the moments of perth a while longer. i'm being neurotic. don't bother. Signed, 9:23 p.m.
i love sajccb. perth trip was horrendously marvelous! i wished i never have to come back at all. it was like a god sent gift to me. and the connection felt really strong. the link between and among us was bonded and it stayed strong though wavering. each day, all we do is just one thing and the day ends really early. winter days end early and winter nights start early. when it's like 5pm, it felt like 7 or 8pm. everything just felt so short and not enough. i love those eight days we spent together, with all those bitching sessions at 601, those trashing outs at murray room, those movements in the "only for staff" room. oh gosh. i'm missing every minute i spent in perth together with them. my first trip to perth, and it had to be with them. i hate to say it, but.. i really miss it a lot a lot. i love sajccb perc! Signed, 11:24 p.m.
i'm flying off in ten hours and twentyfive mins time! ok actually i'm not getting very hyped up. maybe a little excited. bubble packing was horrendous, tiring, torturous. many people helped percussion out, that was really nice :) and these ittle acts just make the day brighter. just when days go dull and gloomy, helping hands come by and offer to lift you up. hoho, it just reminded me of the song by josh groban. the song which we were supposed to play for saints ascensio, dedicated to the j-twos. oh wells. scband's going kedah on sun. how i wish i could send them off, or even tag along with them. it's the first over"seas" trip ever since 1992/1993. it was a chance that couldn't be missed, but still, i had to give it up for perth. nevertheless, i'm sure scband will have fun in kedah, no doubt it's just over the straits and roads and highways and mountains! my dear juniors, have a safe trip! Signed, 11:05 p.m.
today is the first already and i'm flying away on saturday! oh gosh. it's getting so close until everything seem so rushed and unprepared. mom is rather unhappy about me going to school everyday for section stuff, or rather, just band. i don't remember during sc times if i ever go back everyday during hols, but everyday in school terms were just band days :) i miss those days where everyday after school i'll just go to the band room and rot and play and have fun with all the others. then we'll just stay till evening times and after that go to caltex and have milk or whatever we could afford. i just miss those days.. packing of luggage is torturous. the list i drawn up seem to be so short and not enough. hope i won't freeze or not have enough money to buy stuff. time passed quickly. the day is drawing nearer. the anticipation and nervousness fills the air and it feels cold and chilly. the shadow of the tree is cast upon the clear waters and the wind can be seen as well. planning is disgusting. everytime i try to plan something, the process is always tough and full of obstacles. i never wanted to admit that it will be a failure, for who knows, it might be a success after all. everytime i try, support comes and goes. no ideas, nothing. when i try to give up, opinions tell me, "duh no". so not giving up and try to continue to plan. but now, all the info i need, i don't get it. maybe i should up planning events like this anymore. i should give up being enthu and being extra. but it doesn't seem like i ever learn my lesson. Signed, 2:21 p.m.
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