2006-05-30

this whole week is preparation for perth trip. it's really getting exciting and preparation is actually quite fun. ok, we haven't done much preparation cause we cannot bubble wrap our instruments yet, cause there's still practices on wed and fri.

today went to sas to get our suitcase back and to borrow the drum cases and instruments like bell tree, woodblock, triangle beaters etc. stupid yingjia started to scandal me and it was like ming yu sao di for me. but oh wells. everyone knows the truth. even wanling's helping me! and dominic and ben tia weren't being very helpful. we had so many cases to bring back and they refuse to lend a helping hand. then suddenly i turned around, and zhiqi and sylvia were just beside us. so we actually have enough hands since dominic tried to stuff the smaller ones into the bigger ones. then he was like super irritating, together with ben tia and we just couldn't stop laughing. hahaha.

before we actually went into the band room, yingjia saw this group of band people walking on the bridge, so she had a bright idea and started the slow wave left-right. then wanling and i did the same thing and it was plainly hilarious. we wanted to stand on the bench that was there, but it was like super shaky and we just couldn't stop laughing cause we were super unstable. then yingjia took my jacket and threw onto them and i had to run after them to get it back. it was damn tiring and i felt like a clown cause they violently refused to return to me :( oh wells. then the sas band people who were outside, were watching us and laughing at us doing the wave left-right thing. it was funny la, but laughing at us is not funny. boo >.<

anyways, those words above were for yesterday's. but stupid comp hang and i couldn't click the "done!" button. oh wells.

skipped econs makeup today. couldn't really be bothered to do up the essay so it was better off to stay in the band room, to pack up things for the trip. everything seem very packed and neat, but actually it is so not.

it was blur, unclear, opague. everything else but not meaning close to clear. it was as if, starved for days, thirst not quenched in months. it didn't feel as if there was any remedy or solutions to clear the situation and it was leaving me stranded on this island, plainly with those who thought it was nothing. silently, night draws closer and this ends the slow moving day once again.

tomorrow will be another day.

yay, i'm going to start to pack my luggage and lug to school on friday! damn cool. perth is where i always wanna go since young, since my parents dump me at home with the maid when i was one. and enjoyed the trip very much with them. well.. not it's my turn to dump them at home! :D
Signed, 10:07 p.m.

2006-05-28

yesterday was hot bbq-ing. not many people came and it was pretty pathetic. i didn't even know the cake was being burning, but then again nevermind la, he had fun and had many presents. AND freaking biased. bryan's got an icecream cake la! every year, i'll probably get only from sweetsecrets. what is the world coming to! i want an icecream cake with candies on top too! :)

caught up with my cousins and some stupid one tried to trick me into buying some stussy shirt for him. i never really talked to him, but yesterday was like, wow. they're this fun bunch of people :) and he was like a nice brother (it's a praise btw), like he talks to my other cousins. aww

anyways, i'm getting excited for perth trip. planning to spend a whole deal of cash during shopping and get really wonderful presents for people :) first come first serve i guess, cause cash is scarce and there's limited resources and unlimited wants. this is the only thing i can remember from econs. how pathetic, i know. argh. but then, what's there to expect if i scored one upon fifteen for part b of time management essay and six upon ten for part a? bleah. i need econs help.

and common tests are coming! gosh.
Signed, 11:01 p.m.

2006-05-24

today is a super tiring and taxing day. taxing on the mind. i really wondered why i signed up for h-three nus math. i got myself in this whole trash and junk and got suaned badly, like they say, bu zi liang li.

ah wong, don't try and tax your mind also by trying to let me get through the interview. like get lost, alright. i was keeping calm and not pissed off and like totally give up on nus math. but it was you who pissed me off. like go buy a coffin or something. argh.

and i hate politics. but those creepy things always get so close me. i don't want. go away. go go go away. argh.

today's lessons were like, boring, as usual. nothing was interesting and there wasn't highlight for today, not even prac. but i got frightened la, for playing too loud for one beat on the chimes. and they say i got to whack, bleah. gia gia (quote gia gia).

perth trip is getting me excited. and i tried to write up this packing list but to no avail. it doesn't seem as if there was a lot to pack and we've gotta pack by next friday to be put in the band room! zzz. and i'm sharing the room with esther and jocelyn. aiya. i could have shared a room with wanling cause she was just after me! oh wells. we will have a great time, i'm sure :p
Signed, 9:57 p.m.

2006-05-22

i withness a really great event on the seventeenth. perhaps everyone already talked about it and i'm just being very lagged and belated. but nevertheless, i'll still like to talk about this great and majestic event :)

team sajc rugby team won the police cup! and it's our first win in the last seventeen years! it's just coincidental. first in seventeen years, on the seventeenth may. it's the first rugby match i went and it was darn exciting, but it was retarded like how so many people went for one ball. but that's how every game is like, everyone chasing after one thing. blablablah. but it was very exciting and i love the spirit. it reminded me of the sc times where everyone is so enthu about cheering and everyone is so supportive. i think we deserve that cup! :) :) :)

and more importantly, we beat raffles jc. that was the main highlight as well. their banners were huge, as compared to ours and their men were upsized. blablah. we still won. we won. we won. we won. lalala :) :) :)

and oh! pioneer rugby were playing against jurong and they won too! i remember the cheers they used and somehow i miss the little spirit they had. they won the police plate anyways. everyone is a winner :)

there's no meaning to school now, except maybe h-three maths. i signed up for h-three math today, but i'm darn scared that i won't get it cause i got blacklisted by ah yam. for scoring 3/25 for first lecture test and for not doing tutorials. so after i signed up, i was so encouraged to do my tutorials, so i started doing. during tutorials just now, when she started writing the question numbers on the board, the few of us rushed up to the front and hurried to scribble our beautiful answers on the board! hahahaha. at that moment, like not everyone was still in class. then slowly everyone came. they've got a huge shock to why we're so enthu about doing the tutorials on the board! then i think elspeth took a picture of us, beautifying our answers! hahahaha. so funny. and to prevent ah yam to make us move the tables and chairs, i just took a marker and wrote "please do not rearrange the tables and chairs. thank you." then really! we didn't move at all! hahahahaha. lessons are getting fun. today during break, i tried to converse with everyone in hokkien and chinese. and duh, i failed. not exactly good in hokkien and chinese is like slowly fading away. but yea la, failed attempt that always turn out damn hilarious. hokkien is fun :)

bryan's bday on saturday. lalala. how fun. it's gonna be pigging out again.

and i shall go on a diet. yay :)
Signed, 9:02 p.m.

2006-05-16

today the whole class felt damn sleepy. was caught sleeping during econs and she just randomly called my name, for nothing. i thought i had to answer some question but no, she didn't force an answer out of me.

today is just a sleepy day. everyone said so, not only me =X during econs tutorial, according to kiaboon, many people were sleeping. ms wong just called the names of those sleeping and everyone just jumped on the stop. argh school is irritating.

math test was horrendous. i could see myself getting zero cause i didn't drill in anything at all. and when people get matrices, i'm like clueless to what they're talking about and all those answers! i've got none of them. blablah. first time doing so badly for math. maybe i should start being a mugger =X bernice cannot stand me being a slacker. haha.

physics tutorial was like, huh. everyone hoped for lecture so that we could stay in aircon lecture theatre but alas! when i was walking down the stairs, she walked up. i literally got a shock, and i nearly shouted. hahahaha. then we were so depressed about having tutorials that we started singing the 'wei she me' song along the corridor over and over again! it was just so retarded.

after school went to holland v to meet ahbu. i took like damn long just to get there and it was like painstakingly get there. went to gelare to have delicious icecream waffle! and it tasted just so good cause it was damn freaking hot a weather. it's the time of the year to be hot again.. lalala. gelare got quite boring so we moved to the hawkercentre to have more food. she has so much to say about me eating what i ate and blablah, i know it's unhealthy. i made her wait for me before ordering dessert and in the end, i didn't get any dessert but got mr softee instead! :D well then she started hallucinating, like seeing random people around when they weren't supposed to be there. she seriously got so paranoid but neverminds, at least it wasn't a very bad state. we talked about, again, random stuff and laughed at random events and issues. we're just so random.

and i helped her solve the mystery of invisible words in her blog. well, i'm just very not-so pro in all these stuff :p
Signed, 9:43 p.m.

2006-05-15

today is such a happening day. ended early at twelve fourty-five cause gomes house is supposed to go support the volleyball at ccab. but a bunch of us decided to skip the event where the people are vieing for third or fourth placing. well, we're still gonna be supportive of team sajc. gonna go support rugby match against rjc! woohoo!

went out with five other meinus, as jooyeow claims, to have our usual j-one section stuff. it was just a walkaround and lookaround. but had fun laughing before we left potongpasir area. left the campus first with wanling and yingjia, and saw malorie along the way! she was gonna go cab home and we all know she'll try really badly not to miss us ;) then walked towards bubbletea stall, yyj bought greenapple milk tea and i bought greenapple ice blended. her combination is just so weird and she said mine tasted like they were detergent. bleah. then we walked towards shangri-la and loitered around then went macs to buy fries. curly fries were like, expensive. so the three of us just had a fair share amount of laughter. we switched roles and walked damn slowly behind the other three, zhiqi ber and sylvia. hahaha, then along the way, we saw jooyeow at broadway. then yyj shouted, LYJ. then i suddenly thought of wt.f that was supposed to be attached behind it =X well but it won't be there for long, i'm sure :p

i felt a tinge of sadness today actually. but along the way, i told yyj that i vow to be happy forever. then i realised it wasn't of any use even if i were to be sad. there wasn't much i can do and if things are meant to happen that way, we should just accept it as it is.

the price of each person. mr koh mentioned this during moral ed lesson. everyone views different things wth different perspectives. a dollar may be viewed as miser but also generousity. everyone has a different price that belongs to their own selves. when the world come crashing, life seem so unprecious and it might worth less than a dollar. how many times in a lifetime can anyone felt worthless?

it feels so tiring to be sad than happy. like what peace said, she was being so encouraging and so confident that we can do well. life is just so bright, filled with many happy and nice people :)

saw eunice today on the way to ac today. it's been quite some time when i last saw her, though it was only during my concert. we talked for so long and went shopping in town. we just walked and walked, in search of a new bag for eunice but eunice was being picky. hahaha. she kiv a few but in the end, she didn't buy any. well i guess all of us are always like that. it was great seeing her again, like familiar faces. and i felt so relieved from everything. there's like math test tmr and it's on linear and 2.1. well well. i'm totally not studying at all and i even borrowed a gc for it. maybe i secretly wanna pass the math test :p
Signed, 11:05 p.m.

2006-05-14

WEDNESDAY
band prac turned into spring cleaning. packed up the band room, repacked the sticks and the rest packed the scores. end up moses asked us to take out all the mallets and sticks and arrange them in an awesome manner. it was something so cool, i wished it happened in sc. bleah. well, we arranged them in a circle manner and all sticks were forced to be rendered. well, this section is just so fun! :)

after packing stuff up, perc juniors went to macs to discuss some big plans! we discussed for so long until it was so enriching. we just laughed and laughed and laughed. the laughter was just nonstop, but it was unbearable! hehheh. it was like a laughing and powerful day! zhiqi said i was very powerful! maybe it was because i was in a good mood! well, i hope i never get unhappy again. laughing is just a healthy thing :D :D :D

THURSDAY
lessons were just like that. so boring and tiresome. then had boring gp lesson that ended quite fast! went to comp lab to discuss gp project. wasted lots of time and it was quite productive i guess, though gp presentation is like this week! after school went to band room to meet the rest to prepare for perth trip. yada. perth trip is getting me excited :)

when we were done, we just left the school towards the train station. along the way met cheryl and hubert, then we took a train with them! we just stalked them all the way until they turned the tables and stalk us instead! hahahaha. we just laughed and laughed. it was just another happy day. then after that went to tpjc for the soccer match. saw shaun kena kicked and finally saw how popular he was. aww :p before i went, heard the score was 0-0. when the match ended, it ended at 3-0! gosh. Team SAJC rocks. and just the other day, our rugby team beat acjc 13-10! it was like first in history or something! so cool. i wished i've gone to witness the historical event. and just now i was told it's ac's first time in eighteen years they lost. gosh.

FRIDAY
vesak day! had family lunch with aunt esther and two cousins and grandma. had imperial treasure and got do full! but i think it was like, damn ex. it's like a more high class version of crystal jade. but it was nice and fattening with the suckling pig. x/

then after that rushed to peace's place to have stayover! it was like so much fun though we didn't do anything much. it was like, rotting is so much fun-ner and the whole day we watched lion king, some drum videos and drumline! (!!!) and we just pig out. pizza and kfc. woohoo. but it was quite sad cause not everyone was there. aiya moses and lilian couldn't make it :( so only peace jooyeow ben bernadette zhiqi wanling yingjia rebecca sylvia and i went. it was scandalous filled and fun :) and i know we'll have another sleepover soon! ;) we all shall look forward to it! stayed up till three plus and finally slept off at four!

SATURDAY

and our plan was for me to wake up at six fifteen to call mac delivery to send our breakfast at seven! alas but i only heard a certain alarm at sixfourty then had a change of plans; that is to go macs for breakfast instead. heh. but ended up we left the house late and couldn't have breakfast at all. gosh we all just felt so hungry la. argh.

then after band went to macs for lunch for very long. we eat and talk, eat and talk, then until another two groups of band people came! they made more noise than us but luckily no one came to complain. then someone mentioned about joel and a lot of people. aww. scandalous, ber! haha :p then we went to bras basah to buy sticks! i saw that bolero sticks! omg i wanted so badly to buy, but till then i shall try and save money first. well skills also not up to bolero standard yet :( then went to national library for damn long! first time i sat in the library, on the floor for so long la! we just laughed so much, scanned through many school's yearbooks and discussed many things. i bet our seniors are gonna love us! and they better appreciate, alright! :D :D :D our ideas are just so great until i reminded me when we had to make presents for seniors. and the chairs! they're the best presents i've made for senioors so far la! but now, there's gonna be more!! woohoo! then after that went to grandma's to have pot luck! i just couldn't stop eating la! and eat until i felt so sleepy and tired. haha. then i just went home and slept all the way till like twelve plus.

TODAY
it's mother's day. well, i doubt she had fun.

oh yea, here's a link for a review on "saints ascencio"! :D
Signed, 3:54 p.m.

2006-05-09

the after feeling of the concert, argh. nowadays it's just so boring. nothing to look forward to and flu bugs and cough bugs AND fever bugs are going around attacking people, like me. yea, i wanted to get sick and skip school but the feeling is terrible. i remember last year there was this whole period i totally lost the voice. totally soundless and vibrant-less. then there was this tough time of tearing pieces of small papers and writing as fast as speaking. when i finally recovered, xueyan lost hers. it was this vicious cycle and whatever bugs that go around attacking people of different breeds. like buzz or meepit or something else :p well it's time to recover again :)

monday; went to band room to pack up the whole chunky mess that was there since friday. it was like awfully bleah and us, had a tough time clearing stuff up. peace was being retarded and random. but it was like the funniest thing of the day. she wanted to call poonshi but didn't know his name so ended up calling really random names like jason, johnathan or whatever names there was. then poonshi just admit his name was jason and the scene continues. all i wanted peace to do was to pick up the mocha choc that dropped on the floor and she just had to ask someone like far away from the choc for help when it was just five cm away from her. aiyo.

went back to sc to return the field snares and bass. it was just so good to be back again (like again) but my dear juniors all seem so stressed and tired out and there won't even excitement in their faces when they saw us. but they were hardworking, really hardworking. joanne and meiyi were reading through the abrsm exam for perc and i'm so glad that they've got the chance to take it. maybe i should consider taking, like grade five, and fail it. haha. alright, then brasses were having this sectionals under mr yap's student, some guy from ns band. well, they sounded good, and their sound is like greatly amplified. but i know, they sound good :D then went waffletown to eat and chat. we stayed for quite a long while and we just couldn't stop. got home like late, felt the flu bugs attacking and poof, on to bed. i didn't even take dinner until mom called me at like late eleven to wake up to eat. i feel fat. argh.

today was an annoying day. had flu and felt super cold the whole day. everyone was telling me how hot and stuffy it was and i could feel was coldness. boarded the bus this morning, got stupid guys who came and irritate me. they saw the name sewn on the jacket and keep chanting my name throughout. it was so painfully annoying and when they finally got seats, they also finally shut up. then just when i alighted, they said bye jasmine. like go and die. i didn't even bother to respond and react and just continued to blast my player. such irritating idiots should be banished la, whatever. i wish i go to school everyday with a friend. argh :(

skipped physics tutorial, thought i could get away without a green slip but no, mr koh had to miraculously remind the class about leaving school early and taking green slips. alrighty, so now i've got my first green slip, yay! their green slips are absolutely small, as compared to sc's and there isn't much details on it.

heh. let's make use of literature skills.

the feeling was remarkable as the enthusiasm was there. the trees were swaying, the sun was warm and everything just feels so carefree. there were no worries, no troubles. the ground was warm and white, with coloured lines. droplets of water drip down as the ball was being passed around. -the sajs boys were playing football :p

random paragraph. but there was nothing much to describe about in school nowadays. lalala.
Signed, 4:23 p.m.

2006-05-06

this whole week had been hectic, but everything was paid off.

monday was labour day. nothing much realy happened. it was just purely a day off from school/work and break.

tuesday; thought we would have day off for practice, but practice ended up to be in the late afternoon from 5.30-8plus. i don't wanna make things so clear as to why i was :( that day because it doesn't matter anymore. it wasn't about random people who spoiled everyone's day by storming off during practice. it was about this event which i wasn't taking part in. the feeling was just so unclear because i was the one who initiated it. but i feel glad and happy, like i've got seniors who knew there was something wrong, who accompanied the short walk to outside school. thank you :)

wednesday; it was more practice. had the day off from nine and rehearsed all the way till night time. had practice at sas and it was pretty fun. did nothing much, didn't rehearsed much either. and before we knew it, it was lunch time. had lunch at sas, and it wasn't exactly much cheaper though it's like secondary school. had more practice at sas after lunch, managed to borrow a blazer and had to return to sajc for rehearsal at cc. programme was delayed by quite some time because there was this ongoing civil servant talk at cc, which we were exempted from! :D

cc's rehearsal was rather unproductive and unprepared i thought. began to feel worried for concert, it was as if we were really unprepared and the concert wouldn't be as successful. played only one piece the entire night and i think zhiqi didn't get to play at all. but this always happen when you've got too big a section. had gimmicks practice after the whole rehearsal. got really tired and dropped onto the bed the moment i finished showering. it was early for bed, but the energy was drained out :(

thursday; skipped gp lessons for band. met the rest in the band room. everyone was busy packing the goodie bag for concert. helped out abit here and there, felt so excited for the concert though it was still quite unprepared. went to harbour front with wanling and zhiqi to get stuff, it was like man zai er gui. bought lots of things, helped moses got his handphone case, tricked him with the photo of the lv and hello kitty one. hahahaha. he really believed we bought one of those for him. oh yea, before we left for harbour front, the band peeps tried to lock moses out of the band room! jeremy and jooyeow threw him out and everyone else in the room was for him to be outside! then mischevious wanling and i drew up this note for moses using his fave phrase. hahahahahaha. it was so funny until i had tummyache :p anyways, so though we didn't spend a huge bomb on the stuff we got for them, but it was really nice and cute :D

friday; the concert day is finally here. got really excited in the morning and tired as well. tugged the whites, costumes and the shoe bag to school. left the cc early cause we've got permission to skip lessons from 8.15. we dropped our stuff at the band room and rushed off to touch up on the presents. then had to get over to sas for practice again. time past really quickly. everything went by really fast. before we actually knew it, it was just an hour or so before concert. had dinner, didn't eat much. i remember what i said that was really meaningful. "we only can screw up once a day and since we've already screwed up during rehearsal earlier, no more screw ups for later". but actually, screw ups didn't matter much. the whole concert was much more enriching than screw ups and unhappiness. this concert marks the beginning of my journey together with sajc band. "saints ascencio!" omg i'm loving it. i love my section. i love perc always. i love everyone who came down to support. though everyone had great fun laughing at me dance with the umbrella, fan and handkerchief, i'm still glad everyone managed to come and watch this splendid performance. thanks for the stuff that everyone brought, from flowers to cakes to chocolates. thank you everyone! i love you guys lots! i don't know who shared those stuff, but still. thank you perc, my dearest juniors who came, joanne meiyi elin beatrice (though i didn't get to see her) zealyn ningzheng fengping (didn't see both). and i'm basing on whom i sold the tickets to. thank you athenabu weiting constance sweelin sam tamago jasmin eunice-tpet fiona liao angelyn paul clarinets junior wanyi. and also liao's friend who wanted to buy over the ticket which i needed! :)too long a list, but nevertheless, i'm really touched. thank you people, like super much. moses ben jooyeow lilian peace zhiqi wanling sylvia yingjia rebecca bernadette, the whole perc that made this whole thing so possible and memorable. i'm never enough of perc :D

updated 21:00
alright, i know my makeup was weird, ghostly and whatever nots, but that was part of the performance i had to put up. bright red lipstick and pink blusher and white face, yes.

Signed, 6:47 p.m.

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