WEDNESDAY sports day. gomes was like, quite a loser house i think. from top few become last. argh. first was romanis, the art faculty house, with all the cool cheers and what nots. in the morning, had stupid rubbish talk with the p. she psychoed us, and starting the day of with, "i'm so disappointed that i have to speak to the band members" whatever la. we'll see who the credit goes to when we do well. band relay was great though we weren't winners or anything. the spirit was high and everyone was high. "sajc b-a-n-d. sajc b-a-n-d" everyone was just screaming and shouting together with the snare and bass rhythm. i love this spirit always. it's something i'll always see in sc times.
after sports day was band prac. had band prac at sas and we had an extremely wonderful time. spent our time taking lots of random photos and candid ones as well. it was enjoyable and time went by really quickly, thankfully. after band prac at sas, went back to sajc and continued to have band prac to practise encore pieces. although encore is like, encore, but all bands will prepare encore pieces so it's like a definite thing. the only time i remember not preparing for encore piece was during scheherazade cause mr yap didn't want encore. we ended after we finished practising. i guess i will try and upload the photos that we took soon. it's funny and cute :)
FRIDAY had band prac till six plus. managed to borrow the drums from sc, the day i got really pissed once. it just feels wrong again and it wasn't as if i could do anything to amend the mistake. i caused trouble to perc, to the teacher and to my dearest band. perhaps it was initially a wrong mistake to even said sc had the drums.
i suppose the day got better. supposed to have section dinner cause jooyeow badly wants, but end up only him and the six girls went. then lilian and eugene came shortly. we laughed and laughed. and almost fought with a bunch of lians, but thankfully not. become blind at the end of the day. both lens dropped out, couldn't make out things very well. everyone was like, are you sure you can see? i guess my degree isn't very high so i could blurly see stuff. everyone was so concerned, i love them lots :)
SATURDAY perhaps the day that got me really sad. now, perhaps, it's the whole thing and not the people. whenever the whole thing is mentioned, i feel like there's this knief cutting through, this struggle within my own self and this regret that's causing this struggle. it's painful to accept and to take it easy. but i gave it up myself and i'm regretting it. it's painful to be experienced and to be too experienced. what could be mentioned in this cold and disheartened place? it's like a never-ending hassle, never-ending problems. it keeps coming until i have doubts about myself. i don't wanna be reminded about the whole event, really. it's just shortly a few weeks and so many things are happening. i teared like always and it wasn't just once. whenever anyone tries to mention about it, it was get the droplets gathering in the eye. moreover, those was from where i came from, a place where i belonged to and now, i give up my only chance to be connected again. i hate myself. like what she said, power struggle. i hate it. mom came to pick me from macs, she ask why i was tearing. but i just couldn't tell her.
but it was that day i found a easily tearable friend.
SUNDAY woke up feeling all right. i guess i slept it off like how i'll usually do. reached cityhall at 12.26pm and saw wanling entering the gates. called sylvia, only to realised she was just behind the pillar. then took a train, met yingjia along the way. got to eunos at 12.45 sharp and we were early. no guys were there yet! hur. perhaps guys love to be late, i don't know. apparently jiahao was the first guy to reach, and he got applaud from the other section girls who were there. hur. everyone else were rather late and we had to walk from eunos station to mr glosz's house. gosh. it was quite a fun day. perc was again, self isolated from the rest. yingjia spent her whole day like a maid. haii. then the rest of us tried to stop her. it was a tiring day. had to do a dare, only brave one to do a dare, but it failed. didn't get to bond much with the rest, failed attempt. then when we went to the garden, mr glosz came and sat on the chair next to a pot next to me. it was so awkward. he told us about his feet then we just listened. after that, it was silence. i told wanling, maybe we should talk to him. then shortly, he left. i bet he thinks the perc people are insociable, which we are so not. anyways, luwin is really cute and i think the spelling is like this. not sure. he's cute but intolerable. go around punching the guys and girls and pouncing on random people. perhaps it's the sa thing.
i cannot hide whatever i feel. it just comes naturally, something i cannot control. i don't know what more to say; it's just something, a fact, a reality, that i cannot change anymore.
bless me.
Signed, 11:59 p.m.
i typed twice and screwed them up. oh wells.
FRIDAY start of band camp. 2.45 assemble and the camp begins. before that went to carrefore with yishiuan sylvia and kailing to buy some foodstuff for perc, as advised by peace. band prac went by really quickly and at night was concert preparation. some of us were split up and the rest of perc had sectionals, they claim. hahaha. had a whole night of work out and boy, i think i should really stretch more often to let loose the muscles =x then at night, had a really late bath and ended up sleeping at twelve or one plus. i really felt shagged in the correct way.
SATURDAY dragged outta bed by someone at seven. got ready for full band cum technical studies at cc. technical studies was alright, i supppose. then was band prac, quite random and tiresome. i didn't really do much, or play much in fact. then i just slept through the prac. actually i felt like there was no meaning in whatever i practise now. seriously speaking, the parts that i've got are really simple, something that's internally within my means. perhaps i don't really have the great intention of playing in this concert at all. i wonder. then was lunch. i could only remember the second night's prac was at the cc, together with mr glosz. it was alright, sound check and everything. then came like the rather bad news, mr glosz wanted to change the venue cause the cc's acoustics were really bad, and change date also cause sixth is the general elections day. how coincidental. how retarded. the whole night, i played two pieces. but zhiqi was worse, she didn't play any piece at all and just took nap throughout the prac. what else can we actually do if there isn't much things for us to do during the prac? haii. it was just damn screwed and very unprepared everything was. argh.
ended at about ten plus. then mr glosz wanted to talk to all j-ones. then he talked about the plans he has for sajc band and what's gonna happen etc. he knows us, our names, schools and he asked about the few seconday school gold bands whose members are currently in sajc band. and i was so proud to say, scgs :) so he ended at around eleven near twelve, then the section girls went to take shower. dragged on till one plus and met the seniors for bonding session at the round tables at cafe. talked and talked and bonded and bonded. the guys had many things to talk about, their pri sch experience etc. and i vaguely remember ben said he threw batteries into the toilet bowl to see if the bowl will explode! hahahaha. then he was saying how he won't get mad at someone cause he'll feel guilty etc, and suddenly i felt so proud to have such a senior, who's like so all rounded in all aspects. diploma piano, good at drums, rhythms etc, nice character and he's like alot of people's eyecandy. see how fortunate we, the perc girls, to be in the same section as him :) then moses had alot to say about his pri sch too. like how he fed his goldfish till it exploded etc. and jooyeow too. these guys had enriching pri school life. i guess i'll miss those guys-around feeling in the section after they leave. the all girls perc section. ohwells. slept at four am with yingjia wanling and rebecca. and the rest went roaming around the school and slept at tennis court apparently, feeding mosquitoes in the middle of the night. hahaha.
SUNDAY got woken up by sickening john. he couldn't stop yakking at my ear but he was alright la. he passed me the tissue box when i badly needed them. breakfast then prac at cc again. long prac. played actually nothing much again. perhaps one piece only. then after lunch was j-one prac with mr glosz. played a few concert pieces and a new piece which totally make no sense when i heard it was grade five. serenade romantic or something as such. played bass drum, finally. like something away from timpani and bells part, which belongs to lilian. it was screwed but at least it's not timpani, once again. it's not like i'm sick of timpani but too much gives me the scare. alright, i'm a timpanist. argh. then after that watched japanese bands play then break camp.
it was tiring. i give up trying to stay awake at home, in the end.
MONDAY stayed at home. did math and chem tutorials, alright! congrats to ashiq, glenn, linze, samantha! got into house comm! and perhaps to cinny as well cause she's happy she didn't get into house comm, so that she won't have to sacrifice five days of her holidays.
TUESDAY went to school. school was alright. after school went out with bernice sylvia yishiuan and kailing to ps. wanted to lunch at cartel but the set lunch that yishiuan wanted was sold out. so we went to pizzahut instead and ate till we dropped. it was literally dropped. everyone left that place with a filled up stomach. then we went roaming around ps. from downstairs to upstairs to downstairs. we also went nike! my fave place. to look at the new goods that they've got. i'm desiring! heh. then went back to potongpasir at five plus to have self prac in band room but end up we were chatting about random stuff and jooyeow was telling us all about his project work and we read through his file too! haha. slackers.
sadly, i've gotta redo my pi cause it was irrelevant. now gotta think of new ideas to develop new points etc. and rarr, i hate it.
 the earthquake that we ordered when it was ade's, eug's and my bday! :)
 the waffle with yummy icecream. at gelare. i think i was with corn.
 i think this cup is damn cute. i wanted to buy one back from the restaurant but i reckon it'll be ex. from mayim restaurant.
edited 11.15pm. what the hell. i suddenly feel damn pissed off. it was a wrong mistake. i shouldn't have even offered anything to help or so. i just feel wrong and so wrong. this is so annoying. when are others gonna help when i already offered so much? i suddenly feel that i've done too much. i wanna be simple, not complex. this has gone too far. i'm laying my hands off it.
Signed, 9:38 p.m.
15th April 2006. we are crowned the first ever hollaback crew!
yesterday was another day that will be forever etched in my memory, i'm sure. who knew what was going to happen? who knew we were gonna be the first ever hollaback crew for the under seventeen category? i am damn proud of my juniors and all sc kim geks.

standout was the eighth group to come out. watching the other seven groups perform, we commented on them, had a great feeling in us, that we would be on of top three. i told mr jeow, we will definitely be in one of top three. and we did. in fact, we were first. to be a little mean, i knew for sure, we were gonna beat st nickelodeon.
i am so proud. i was there when mr jeow approached them about this competition. i saw the gleam and a mini excitement. they invited me to take part as well, together with nicole etc, but it was alright. it's a fact that we no longer are sc girls. i watch them develop and improve during their practices. they took positive and negative comments and criticisms from us, who went back specially to watch their practices. they valued those comments and took them seriously and improved on sound, movements and everything else. i watched them during audition one- 11th march. i was proud of them. i remember that day, tamago was sick. had fever and puffy eyes. but she still came, to support or try to perform as well. the spirit was high and sc girls also came down to support. we screamed, we cheered, perhaps the only team that has supporters who do not shout, but scream. i remember also, peace gave me the link for the hollaback videos and i was pissed off. they named us at sgcss. semi finals, i regretted i couldn't go at all. had band orientation at sentosa, no way i could leave that island to make it on time for the semi finals. but i was glad, after all, they got in. fourth out of six groups apparently. i knew we were good, like we were always.
finals. i'm so glad the judges still had the theme in their minds. cheerleading. that was what hollaback crew is all about. "hollaback crew, not hollaback man", that was what peace told me during the finals, when we watched other finalists showcase their talents. i saw really good teams and fortunately, they were above seventeen category. i guess, we really couldn't have won if they were our competitors. finalists showcase their individual talents, it got boring and monotonous. everyone seemed to have presented the same talent after all. like throwing people up and down, doing hip hop-ish stuff. but. we were different. we didn't have throwing humans as our plus point. we didn't have atrocious outfits that showcase sexiness and bikinis and bums and whatnots. we didn't have head spinning actions that earned applause. all we had were, professional dancers, percussionists, musicians and good voice. after considering what the competition wanted, i understood the meaning of cheerleading. during the auditions, i pondered on the rap, and thought stupidly, why did they promote sc so much in it? after yesterday, i felt as if i was very enlightened. cheerleading is all about supporting your school during competitions and whatever it is, the school's the most important. i felt that when i heard our rap. yellow and green, just standout. other teams promoted their own team, own people, what about their school? i felt so proud at that moment. though i very much wished i could be part of the team which participated in this competition, i am still very glad that i could be part of their journey towards achieving the best. from auditions, to finals. they've made it. they've made scgs very well known to people, that we are no bimbos, we are talents.
i do not know many people of the standout team, but i very much want to thank them alot. despite not knowing some of them personally, i just want to say, i really love their effort and them and all the hardwork they put into this journey which destination is the best. joanne meiyi michelle chara yiyan, yuenying amanda joan lorraine dawn, jillian charing valerie, camille rebecca, and grace. the team that achieved the best. standout.
also, i love the supporters who went down to indoor stadium to cheer on the standout team. the screams, the enthusiasm. everything. this is uncreative- team scgs. we're one team, one scgs. we are nothing but the best :)
i love scgs forever.
Signed, 4:25 p.m.
MONDAY math test was pathetically easy. didn't have gc at all. nothing. but of course, mistakes do happen. and rarr rarr. whatever it is, it wouldn't matter much. had math tutorials to do by next tutorials. no one did math tutorials. she had the pick on people who didn't do it at all. and first up was wenjie. how pathetic. i emphasize, no one did tutorials. wenjie was busy copying the photocopied tutorials that was due that day. it was hilarious. she called three persons, none went up to do the questions asked. how funny. went back to sc with peace to once again, promote about sajc band concert. and also, went back to watch the hollaback practice. stayed till eight plus in school. managed to persuade mrjeow to get hollback tix for me. he was really corny. he got mixed up and thought juvia was from scband and actually messaged me to ask if she was a senior from way back cause he had never seen her in band before but found her extra familiar. lousy la, mrjeow. and he had to promote ethan's blog and tell me it's updated. tralala. but ethan's getting cuter and cuter. and mrjeow said he'll invite us to his new house when he moves in. now the house is done. zzk. after we left, went to waffletown to get a bite. had fries, talked alot and everyone got tired so we all went home.
TUESDAY mskeh didn't come for lesson. sick. and thankfully all we had to do was compre. nothing heavy. but relief teacher was annoying.
WEDNESDAY HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TAMAGO! band prac was converted into meeting and discussion for concert. before going for prac, had stupid security talk which was purely for the guys. mindef. army. tralala. then went for prac, only to realised it wasn't prac after all. the j-twos went over to sas for combine and came back. nothing productive i suppose. then had discussions and everything for concert. time went past really quietly and quickly. before we all knew it, it was seven plus. sylvia wanling zhiqi ber and i just stayed back a little longer. wanted to go for dinner with wanling and zhiqi but cancelled in the end cause we left just too late. we just loitered around, in the band room with johnadeb (?) and he insisted i offer him sweets. then we laughed and laughed cause zhiqi refused. hahahaha. then when we were about to leave, moses asked us to stay back to wait for him. and he gave us this short talk. we understand. because. we're. all. girls :) went home really late, probably around nine plus. zoomed past cheuk and johnadeb to board the bus. rarr rarr.
THURSDAY was getting excited about having icecream buffet with my gang. all was alright till news about the buffet ended like last month and how everyone was all parts of singapore, everywhere except holland v. ended at two plus and went to the band room to self prac abit and finish up some stuff. waited for liao for a longlonglong while cause she had gym training. so much hardwork done on building on muscles and stamina. but muscles are ugly. and now liao's turning so tanned. school was purely boring the whole day. mskeh is leaving us. the permanent gp teacher is here and now, she has to leave :( she's a really hip, funky and cool teacher. she was talking about clubbing at MOS and sports, like basketball, volleyball etc. it was enjoyable to have her as a gp teacher. from now on, i duno if i should like gp or not. haii. had a tinge of excitement only when school finally ended, and i was so looking forward to meeting them* again. had all sorts of calls telling me this and that. got a wee bit pissed off but all was over because it was them*. reached swensen's at around seven and phew, they nearly demanded for a treat. spend quite abit but it was nothing compared to having such a great gathering :) took plenty of photos, model students and had plentiful cups of icecream as well! we must go there again! :) i love them* all.
FRIDAY 14TH APRIL 2006. today's a really special day. and it's good friday as well. a public holiday. it seemed as if it was pre-planned, that we were to commemorate this day with a break from school and work. it was just exactly a year ago. on thursday, the fourteenth of april at two p.m at singapore conference hall with scgs concert band. our choice piece, abram's pursuit, excited the judges' hearts and soul. our set piece, singapore rhapsody, touched the judges' hearts and soul. they gave us the gold award. we just purely love them with our hearts and had heartfelt gratitude for them. deep down in us, we know that they were our saviour and from then on, our lives were different. we know it, we made it. nothing beats being in an all-girls band. the feelings we shared, the journey we went through, we had it all. we all had the link because we know how everyone felt. it wasn't just our hard work, we know. it was everyone's, including mryap, missng, mrjeow and misssoh. how i wish that moment never had to end. till today, i still rememebered mini perc solo and my timps part. i cannot believe that it was a year ago when i felt a great sense of achievement together with scband. it was remarkable, marvelous and unforgettable. we were band 105. we were the band who presented abram's pursuit. we were the ones. i remember the next day, i was late for school. and i remembered whenever i was late for school, i wouldn't go. but that day, i insisted on going, despite getting booked and all. i wanted to watch them announce our achievements. i wanted to scream as loud as i could for the band. i was in tears. and when i returned back to class after whatever nots, everyone congratulated me. everyone knew i was happy and proud of my band. i will always belong to this band.
photos for yesterday is already being uploaded. check out the photo album!
Singapore Youth Festival 2005 Anniversary!
scband always.
Signed, 3:59 p.m.
SUNDAY the bandaged knee seem to be getting better than back to worse. it didn't seem as if it'll heal that easily in one week. bandaged knee for a week. and people like xueyan had to rub salt on the bai ka and xuan laughing at me because i was strange when i quoted a sentence myself. but then again, being bai ka is sadistically nice. the electric therapy i had was awesome. the toes just wriggled by themselves and the current just went through the whole leg. some ligament went out of place. if only i can walk like i could before, the speed and everything else; it would be good.
FRIDAY didn't have band prac cause mrglosz isn't back yet. had mass sale of the old house tees and had to queue up for very very very long time. and now, i've got four different coloured house tees and i'm missing one house- venn (black). i really really really, badly want the venn house tee. and probably i'm going to buy the super xxxx large one although i know it's quite impossible for me to wear it without people saying it's ugly. it's just not complete without the venn house tshirt. i want want want a whole complete set. rarr :( earlier before queueing for house tees, bernice yishiuan sylvia and i went out of school. thinking that we were bored, we decided to venture out of school and coming back to queue-for-tshirts/cca/syf-opening-ceremony-marchpast. i suggested going to kap and how big a second mistake was that. the first big mistake was worse. plainly according to the contact list i've got, it was supposed to be bernice's bday yesterday 08/04. BUT APPARENTLY NOT. it wasn't her bday yesterday. it's 04/08. and i got like two saralee cakes for the surprise celebrations la!! how big a mistake. i was so looking forward to bernice giving us the surprise look and the aww-i-love-you look. but rarr, no it failed. oh wells. i'm never planning such thing again. and bernice insists that i'm a paedophile. like totally NO. how sexually aroused am i when i see babies around? like 0% alrights. i'm not sexually aroused when i see babies, and again, NO I'M NOT. babies, i feel, are just the cutest little things on earth. they're like little angels from heaven. and i only get emotionally aroused, if there's such a feeling around. NOT sexually aroused. stupid bernice. after everything ended, passed liao her house tees that she asked me to get for her. in total i got like fifteen tshirts and i felt so mad. but ohwells. we talked for quite some time, about everything from the life concert the previous day to our icecream buffet! i still hope she'll be happy with her new class :] wanted to put some tshirts into peace's locker so i went to ask for permission and password. then suddenly, peace told me turn like two rounds and told me some numbers. i thought she wanted to ask me to look at somethings, then i turned. THEN i realised, whatever she was telling me, was actually the password to her locker. rarr i felt so ben. no wonder why i felt so awkward when she asked me to turn two rounds. bleah.
then at night, went to sinseh to get my knee checked. he gave me the really-nice electric therapy thing, which was very cool and bandaged my knee. one week was all that i need. haii.
SATURDAY had band prac as early as nine but j-twos had to practise a piece so we had individuals without instruments and it was pure boring. had nothing to do, went to cafe to really slack. then moses's call came, he told us to relac. so yepp we did. played truth or truth-er. nothing but the truth and boy, it was so much truth. haha. it dragged on for some time with the spinning and questions. then came another call, take your pieces and practise. how strange that statement sound. like how could we practise mallet parts on the floor. haha. i saw how ber tried to practise a long scale and that purely looked strange. ohwells. then whole day of prac, played only triangle and perhaps a lil of suspended. but more like, i'm looking more forward to aug concert than may one. there isn't any drive or anything to set me going, doing the best of the best for this may concert. after all, esplanade seems to be the bigger word. ended at four plus, after a hectic and strong discussion of the costumes for concert. then some people were going to play pool, like daniel, a j-two who's on our side to suan moses. hahahaha. nice funny senior. but of course, noobs don't play pool well, so i didn't go. went home straight with fungyin and sylvia and took a bus home with fungyin. at the busstop, we met cheuk and he was quite scary. ok or rather, i'm scared of him. hurm. how ironic cause he's undoubtedly the most unscariest senior, like how peace says he's rather nice and everything. hmm.
gp essay and math test due tmr. the knee hurts. argh.
Signed, 1:03 p.m.
i wana type about whatever exciting things that happened today. but it seems as if words is never enough to describe memories. i shall still attempt to.
the day started by people asking, "what happened to you the past two days?", "why never come to school?" my answer was standard. sick and on mc. this is not called pon. then was chem prac. didn't have time to finish and it was my first ever that i cannot finish titration. how spaz. why on earth do we have to make standard solutions when all they could do was to just supply us with some? rarr. standard solutions are annoying. and now, instead of finishing up the moles and understanding calculations etc, i rather leave the calculations for tmr's half hour break :P so we had like two and a half hours of break. we spent the time talking about really lame jokes and it makes me wonder whether i belonged there. they were just too lame for me but i guess people will just say, birds of the same feather flock together. but it was enjoyable time cause we're bonded by, lame jokes. and the other time, we were bonded by tammy. hurm. not a good way of bonding but ohwells.
soccer match. sajc vs acjc. i supported sajc of course and my dear cousin. he rock. i saw him score one goal and i was impressed. i never saw him on a proper match before and i was amazed by his really terrific skills. i didn't see who scored the first goal. but all i know was, the moment he went out cause his leg hurts, the score turned two all. we all got a big shock. it was how one person really plays a big role and i guess that's how he contributed to the success of the two goals during the sajc vs mjc 3-2. i wouldn't say more but i guess i'm really proud to have such a cousin. he doesn't acknowledge me in school, i know but i'm still proud to have him as a cousin; close cousin :) :) :) i'm also glad i was there to witness a team sajc match as well. and perhaps i'll just continue to support soccer cause of him. heh. and another match is rugby one. sajc vs pjc. matthew asked if i was going. i'm still considering :P
after soccer match vs acjc, had to rush back to school for life concert! it was great, fun-filled, but just not my kind. perhaps it's because i haven't tried to or accepted God into my life yet. if i were to be wanling or zhiqi, then maybe the concert would be more enjoyable. sylvia and i were like pathetically sad and rotting away. it just wasn't meant for us and we just went for the sake of experience but it was good one, i'm sure. all we did was clap clap clap and scream. and oh oh! we cheered for moses! hahahahaha it was corny. we were like, one two THREE! MOSES!!!!!! hahahaha and we screamed twice to make sure he heard us and in order to make make make sure he heard us, we waved frantically and he waved back too! hahahahaha. i bet that was the only highlight for sylvia and me. yada.
i want to say more, but time doesn't allow and brain cells are disintegrating.
it was heartwarming to see the supporters for the soccer match cheer their hearts out and to start a cheer even without the counsellors' signals. i love that sort of school spirit. it always make me love the school more. even from pj times..
oh! there was this coincidence and pure fate. zhiqi wanling and sylvia met way way before now, the sa times. apparently zhiqi and wanling went for june ac tune in and i was there too! and i had wanling's no. since then!! hahaha. and we had fun today, gossiping about what happened during tune in and boy, it was fun. then sylvia went for cj tune in! haha i couldn't rmb her but i rmb there were two or three ij people who were there and she so happen to be one of them. this is how fate brought us all together at sajc. i love this sort of relationship too! :)
edited 00:15am. i forgot to add. i've got a really nice purplish pink nike bag and i so love it cause no. one, it's wholeheartedly mine and no. two, it's really nice :) i love it. and no, it's not bimbo and no, it's totally not bimbo. and i simply do not get why people don't get pink saints shirt and others tell me it's because it's bimbo. this is just so nonsense. pink is a pure nice colour and just because bimbos love pink, pink is condemned. rarrrr.
Signed, 11:22 p.m.
i have this temptation to post some photos that i took with my phone. some photos are just so nice, cute and photographic :)
 taken when i was going for supper at holland v near at my house busstop. the light is just shone so perfectly.
 this cute boy i saw at the clinic the other day. i was just so tempted, alright.
 another boy. jeanette took the picture for me from her angle. he just look so sad and alone, but no, he wasn't.
 my masterpiece. sunset at palawan beach. taken on band orientation day. how rare can we see such beautiful sunset.
 yishiuan's failed surprise bday thingy. she obviously knew that something's wrong but neverminds, she accomodated with us :) s27 girls rox. we're the only thoughtful ones. heh :)
 peace eunice and our new sec-one junior, who's now away at dubai! she's a really nice and frank junior. it was a pity that she had to leave.
 fourcourage class of 2005! lovelovelove! <3
ohwells. i think it should be enough to satisfy my unlimited desire. haha. i think school's really okay and fun now, like really. and since poly's gonna start school soon, i'm gonna pray that orientation will be fun for them and they'll meet people of their kind and have lots of fun. oh yea. i'm happy for xueyan cause she got her appeal to sp (which is like duno how long ago already) and yea, then she and xuan will have a lot of fun and make up a whole new series of jokes again, to entertain me! hooray! :)
edited 5:08pm. when i read na's blog, i suddenly remembered what joanne told me. she might be going aus to study too, after os. why do nice people always go overseas to study? are the prospects over there better or something? how i wish she will not go there cause if she's not going overseas, which probably will be trinity, then she'll be coming to sajc to join me. which then, i hope she'll join band too but part of me don't want band to add on to her stress. how i wish overseas education never existed so people around me won't be leaving for so far out there. it saddens me when i've to think that we won't be meeting for so long and the next time will be months later. but of course, on the other hand, i don't want jo to come over to sa too, where her future is so unforseen. i hope no one from sc stays in sa after two months. and apparently so, they still have pae and jae. i wish them luck. and oh! xuan's having camp now. hahahaha. just now i was going to message her about the featured game today, and that being her fave. but i was so scared of being scolded. hahahaha. but now that she's having camp, she can't play as well. so woooots. too bad.
anyways, i've added (i think) four albums to my photo collection. so i guess people can go check it out :)
i miss percussion :(
Signed, 1:41 p.m.
third day of april. time just quickly zoom past like nobody knows. another school day just passed, left with four more days.
today is sc's sports day. loaded with queueing cars just at the toa payoh exit, the block was terrible gross and i was late for the first time in sa. it didn't occur to me how retarded the system was, until i experienced it myself. was detained for more than 30mins, half the lecture was spent sitting on the floor, doing "useful" stuff like reading gp notes. despite already being late for lecture, we were forced to enter the cc and sit right in front and everyone could see who were the late comers. i wasn't embarrassed or shameful or anything else, but i was purely disgusted. well anyways, i didn't regret being late cause it was sc who caused the jam :) if it were to be some freaking ass who jammed up the road, i'll probably swear and curse :p
april 1st, sat: band orientation at sentosa; it was hot and tiring but fun. running around the whole island with bags isn't very wise but still, we did it. group four, we're number two. despite being fourth to set off, we were second! woots! we've got josephine, szuxiang aka susan, shane, kelvin, john, elissa, bernadette and me. four girls, four guys, and we made it to second! heh :) we totally rock with our whole group so enthu. then after our orientation ended at probably around seven plus, we went to harbourfront to have section dinner :) waited for moses and rebecca to have their shower and reached harbourfront at like mid eight. and we just chatted and laughed at moses's funny and spastic actions until it was ten plus. moses just really entertained us alot and all his zhao pai dong zuo, we must remember and do it back to him!! hahahahahaha. my section is just so funny and they're just a bunch of fun people to be with, aside from the stressful portion :)
march 31st, friday; went back to scband to visit. met with sweelin first then ate meepok! the well known sc meepok :) then tang came back as well. it was just so fun to see everyone again, in their uniform and i really miss them alot :( then met yeechian and agnes at the canteen. it was so cute cause there was two nj and two sa girls. pairs. then nicole came really late but still came, and her skirt is freaking long. even peace agrees. then peace gradually came after the security talk. peace and i had a great secret motive. we went back to, no.1 visit dear perc and no.2 promote sajc band concert. it was quite a great success cause cnet section is gona have section outing to the concert, meiying yiyan going. and i pray my dear recruits will come cause i miss them as a whole. but now they all gather with their section, it was hard to see them bubble together again and make noise :( well i hope they take this chance properly. had dinner with tang and abu at smth jack or jack smth near serene centre. it was ok, so-so and whatever you call average. but the ambience was really good and cold (brrr..) and omg! there was super cute boy toddler who was like glued to the tv. omg. he was so mesmerizing when he watched jackie chan run away or chase people. omg i should have toupai him. arghhh. he was just too cute for me to withstand. aww. but i really regretted not toupai-ing him. crap shits.
anyways, my class is really damn fun now. like we rotted as a class, ponned and escape school as a class and we just did everything as a class. we're a fun class!! :)
Signed, 5:23 p.m.
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